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Wednesday, December 26, 2007
12:24:00 PM

yesterday too tired to post so i post today ! xD

25 DECEMBER
today is christmas! at exactly 12midnight was sending xmas msg in bulks then the sms got jammed and hanged somewhr ! xD then after that when to sleep and woke up at 8.45 to get ready to go to church !

went to sembawang mrt to meet geoffrey, carlers and donny then boarded the bus and went to the hostel. unfortunately, only 3 guys went for service TT. cos the rest were too tired as they were partying the whole night. xD

the queue at expo was LONG ! but very fast. got a seat at delta terrace. then caroling began. so we sang but geoffrey totally bo interest ! =.= then the drama started. watched it lyk the 2nd time and the drama team quite screwed up abit here and there. but it was still nice and funny ! i love the candle part ! the surrounding was beautiful. then sang holy night and silent night. then blew off the candles TT. the word was kinda boring =x. i was too tired then almost dozed off so i started smsing justin =x today's altarcall was sad. nobody from our side got saved. saturday service was much better ! everyone from our side got saved ! Praise the Lord !

after service. i went off with geoffrey, justin and ellene. geoffrey alighted at aljunied. then me and justin went all the way to amk and went around finding a santa hat =.= ! then we decided to go sheng shiong and find. it is also very near my cousin house so we bought it there and walked to cousin house for celebration. the worse part was opening the presents. everyone was staring at me xD so stressful ! got some nonsense presents =x ! after opening presents. i just sat at the sofa and stare into space for awhile. then decided that i should join in the talk among my relatives. xD after dinner, i went back to the sofa and slept for awhile then join back the talk. xD

the best was the wine part ! xD everyone told me to sip becos i felt lyk trying and then i siped and guess wat. i went of jumping up and down, looking for a cup to get coke =x ! it was VERY bitter. kept asking them how they tahan ! xD then the adults started playing cards. i sat there and watched. but after awhile it got boring so i went to disturb melissa while she was playing her racing game on xbox! she could have beat her record timing but i made her crash xD then went to see my nephew and niece play quoridor ! justin kept winning ! xD so i was practical walking over the whole house to see what everyone is doing. then after that we went home.

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Friday, December 14, 2007
1:48:00 PM

1312o7 THURSDAY
woke up at 12.30 =x was very tired! then i started playing maple until 2.30 then i went to get ready to go to mayce office to pack presents for the christmas party. xD then xinqian smsed me to go buy 50 candy cane. so i walked to amk hub fairprice and search but dunch have. then i went to s11 der 7eleven there also dunchhave. so i took a bus to serangoon central. also dunchhave.. arghs! then nvm, xinqian told keekai to go buy lor. =x

MAYCE OFFICE
went i reached, was sweating lyk siao. then i started packing presents with xinqian. then after that, i went to call up ALOT of people to go for the christmas service. started out by smsing 20 over people. the replies was heart breaking TT. then, i gave up, so i called them up. xD all say see first.. TT then keekai also went to call up people to go. he pro larhs! =x i went so despo until i called some teachers up! xD but not bad larhs! nice experience xD aiming to bring at least 5people! then joshua came, he and mayce practise guitar in the room. then xinqian ,keekai started talking about the building fund etc. i was there laughing nias. xD

then we started Praise and Worship session, quite afew people turned up. there was no words but we were praying quite alot. then after that they all were discussing about the singing thingy. the coaches had to sing solo, they solo at the song "glory glory" LOLS!! xD but i am really really looking forward to this christmas party and christmas service! they discuss til 9.15 xD then we all went off. junpeng and keekai really got ALOT of talk sias! xD then joshua, junpeng and me took 76 to amk hub and ate dinner at s11 then junpeng go off, then me and joshua walked for abit then went home (: reached home around 11.45, still very early.hais!

1412o7 FRIDAY
woke up at 11.35 due to my didi der phonecall! f5 then i got up and played maple til i super sians. on some Praise and Worship songs! and tried asking some people to go for christmas service again ! stress!

was thinking of buying some christmas presents today ! then practise guitar, i honestly wann to master it, so ya! i will keep on practising! been slacking on guitar for VERY long! so today is gonna be a fun day! and might read up on John and write the essay lor. busy hor! (:

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Friday, December 7, 2007
3:59:00 PM

OMG!YOUTH CAMP RAWKS! especially my team!=> 7 aka WANGWANG! WOOT~! xD
mayce told us to replace damn with awesome. funny to use!

FIRST DAY OF CAMP!
went to meet carles, xinqian, ellene, huimin and keekai at serangoon mrt and we took a 53 from there to paya lebar methodist girls primary. when we reached, there was a number of people at the canteen. so we seated there and was chatting among ourself.

finally the camp started! woot! then when to book into our rooms. then we went to ava room to meet up with our team members! introduced ourselfs and ice breaking games~ LOVES THEM! xD

then all when to meet at the hall. means... TEAM CHALLENGE TIME! WOOT! ( truly missed it! ) there was lyk a mine field in the centre !

so team challenge goes lyk this.. there are 12 teams and 7 stations of games and some stations require only 1 team and sone require 2. then whenever we completed one station, we have to cross the mine field ( which is a web then we crawl under it ) then choose a station from the other side.

our first station was the "EXTREME MAKEOVER"! we have to have a model and a makeup artist. our model was KEEKAI and our makeup artist was MAY! but the worse part is that the makeup artist have to be blindfolded! LOLS! may's pro sias! she does the blindfolded makeup so nice larhs! then keekai was lyk "am i pretty?" xD and giving some girly post! xD and we WON this station! WOOT! then after makeuping, we had to eat 5 oranges. =.=!

crawled under the mine field, 2nd station was the answer thingy station. we had to answer fnn type questions. there is 9 boxes on the floor each labeled with numbers from 1-9 and on the boxes there is flour. then a person have to pumping position on one of the number. then those outside the boxes have to answer the questions. we passed everything except for 1! hahahas! the station master was lyk "why eu all keep getting correct arhs?" xD obviously becos WANGWANG is smart! xD

next up is some crappy station so i dunchwanna explain. then next is some game i already forgot the name of it. then the water passing station. 6 people have to stand in one line then pass water above their heads and we WON again! xD woot~ then the cream station, where 5 people gets the face cream on their face and we have to wash it off with water which is in the middle on the mat. we totally got every spots of cream off then the oponent still have ALOT of spots of cream on their face so we WON again! xD ( team 7 oie~ )

then the last station is the chilli station. xinqian played for WANGWANG and nathelie played for everlast. guess wat! its a draw! xD xinqian and nathelie almost kissed while trying to bite off the chilli! xD but not bad! we won ALL except for 1 station! xD

we were given bathing time then it was lunch time, and NASI LEMAK! the food is better then other camps i ever been to! xD AHHHH! CRAZY OVER CAMP! -

next was the preaching session at AVA room! the praise and worship was excellent! pastor cheekiang was preaching about time travel. it was an excellent message, really impacted me greatly! then after preaching, deliverance time! SCARY! i heard the first shout then i started praying in tongues damn loud, then mayce told us to go to the front to be prayed for. prayed by pastor cheekiang and fell back. then prayed by sister ruxin! after that, service ended.

e212rians ordered mac delivery at 3am! xD made some new friend : nathelie, tracy and felicia! xD they 3 ordered with us. the delivery came 30min late then mayce complained to the mac manager. woot~ finally food came and we were lyk hungry angels xD but the mac person forgot some orders =.=. then mayce was lyk. forget it, nevermind! xD we all went to sleep at somewhr. i slept for 30min larhs! exhausted! the rest slept 1hour+ and ellene and carles never sleep. the worse part was waking the 3 goons up! xD then ellene was so fed up, she took jon's water and splash on yoke and jon's face then jon and yoke got up and stone =.=! but the whole event that happened in that period of time is comical ! xD

SECOND DAY OF CAMP
wats for breakfast is bread and some paste lyk kaya, jam, butter. then i didnt eat cos kinda dislyk it! anyways was full also due to late mac xD when to fetch gladys and parthiban to plmgs.then devotion time! they were talking about "how to read the Bible efficiently? and enjoy it at same time" then watched "pursue of happiness" halfway. was sleeping while the movie cos tired. and was "AWESOMELY" hungry!

well, guess wat... nasi lemak again for lunch. =.=! but at least got food! =x then after that is a talk about BGR! damn funny! but learnt quite alot.

after that. there is Praise and Worship session, it was awesomely fun! xD pastor CK asking us to sing SUPER loud! so was jumping almost the whole chorus, awesomely exhausted! xD then after that was Worshipping.joshua came.we all kneeled down. then suddenly, a girl fell back and started crying. i was damn shock ler! gladys very scared, then she kneeled down also! xD the suddenly the guy infront of me fell back and started laughing lyk crazy. i damn scared cos he fell back on me then i push him off =.=! then i started praying in tongues loudly then dunchknow why started crying alot alot! then started shivering lyk hell, i sat on the floor. then suddenly alot people started crying and laughing. gladys very scared ler lor! xD then pastor finish praying ler. then i okay ler (: then dinner time! woot~ buffet nehs! xD then when dinner, meiyi came. sore throat sias! xD

then another Praise and Worship session at the hall. it was awesomely fun! but during Worship, i was half asleep. but i told myself i cannot sleep, so i decided to open my eyes and sing. then carles was also saying she half asleep. the preaching time was practically sleeping the whole thing through.wangwang is so PROUD of WEISIONG! until it came to the candles parts, where we prayed for our friends to be saved! it was awesomely nice! i loved it alot! after that, took everyone in WANGWANG's number! (: then after that, sent gladys to fetch a cab and yeah, she loved the candles part the most too!

me, ellene, xinqian and huimin was sitting at the canteen stairs at 1+ til 2+ and were joking around!then was laughing and laughing. we were waiting for the leaders meeting to end. then when we went up to the hall, the leaders was sleeping there, so we slack outside the hall for time being.. until mayce called my handphone and ask us to go and sleep. then okay lor.. slept around 3.15 until 7. hahahas!

FINAL DAY OF CAMP TT
we went down to the canteen at 8. our breakfast time is equals to own time larhs. nobody was at the canteen, only afew people. the rest was sleeping~ then gathered at ava room for devotion and was sharing with our team members about wat impacted us the most etc. and some Praise and Worships too.then the PRIZE presentation part! and the first one was the winner of the games events. and it was *drumrolls* TEAM7 WANGWANG! WOOT! (wangwang ai zai ai zai wangwang ai zai ai zai wangwang ai zai ai zai WANG! WOOT )150dollars for sakae sushi! and the prize for the most stamps.. keekai was one of them. SO PROUD OF TEAM 7 WANGWANG! then after that, we are dismissed! TT.

when i reached back home, i was lyk. I AM ALREADY MISSING CAMP SO SO MUCH! TT!

OVERALL
so i will share here about wat impacted me the most. i think the second's day Praise and Worship session at AVA room impacted me the most. becos i guess everyone is tired lyk me. then during worship, i was lyk half asleep. but the moment the guy feel down on my legs. suddenly, i just cried out to the Lord. i just started speaking in tongues. then i could just feel God's presence then i started to just cry and cry nonstop. i spoke in tongues becos i was very scared. and God's presence just made me felt more relieve and more safe.God's strength just make me feel so awake! so from then on, i just know that God is so real in my life and i want to change to have a better mindset in my spiritual life.

after the camp, i am just so so tired.. becos i slept for about 4hours for the whole camp only.. TT. but i know that i can persevere through becos of God!

people that are wondering why christian life is just so exciting and fun, can call or msn me and follow me to church. we christians are just having so much fun serving the Lord yeah! Praise the Lord! some people might think that.. going to church is boring or some other excuses but trust me, just follow me to church and eu will experience such JOY and FUN that totally just won me over. so just try larhs, wont hurt yeah! xD

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Wednesday, December 5, 2007
10:27:00 AM

ytd again forgot to post. was mapling when i came back from my cousin house!

041207 TUESDAY
i went to my cousin house to get sleeping bags. wanted to go there a take and go home but. for some reason, i just wanted to stay on.hahahas! cousin asked me whether to eat dinner so i agreed. they were playing wat fiestaonline and sims2=.=!

at 5+, brought my small niece ( melissa ) down to play roller blades. wow! she also brought down her bicycle but ended up not using at all! i played with their scooter! xD then justin was lyk teaching my melissa how to roller blade properly.

melissa was DAMN cute! she started out by banging into walls purposely to stop moving. and the way she falls down was lyk.. so gentle! she placed her hands on the floor then slowly fall! SO KAWAII! i tried the bicycle but omg! cannot even ride it! too small! xD

then ate dinner. was so funny sias! they were lyk making jokes and michelle was an egg face! xD they cooked sausages, eggs, veges and sweet and sour pork! not bad larhs! then after dinner! played one round of monopoly and omg! michelle is a money monster! xD she won the whole game so fast becos i becoming broke after stepping into her place with 4houses! OMG! then justin was lyk using the word bullshyt then throw the dice for good lucks =.=!

after that we went home and the day passed fast!

o512o7WEDNESDAY
today is melissa BIRTHDAY! happy birthday!
and today is YOUTH CAMP! wootwoot~

was lyk calling everyone asking whether they bringing sleeping bag becos my bag was already SO fat! omg!
i got ready too early and i am stuck waiting for 1hour to pass before i leave my house and so now.. i am left with 5 min! so BYE! seeyas on friday! xD

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Sunday, December 2, 2007
2:12:00 PM

ytd was too tired to post so went to sleep straight so today i post (:

it's been a freakly LONG time since i have posted hor!

3011o7 FRIDAY
met up with parthiban only at amk hub cos huimin couldnt make it due to parental objections. then when we reach mayce office. keekai, arjunan and joshua together with mayce was already praying in tongues. so we joined in.

todays Priase and Worship session was nice! the presence of God was there! then angeline, huiting, jiaxuan and xinqian came. just kept of singing and singing. the mayce came to the words. it was about GUILT. lols! quite fun larhs~ then after that we sang awhile again. then mayce came to pray for the individuals. parthiban got damn shocked when mayce came to him! xD his expression was funny! we stayed at the office until 8+ xD

while in the office, we played a game.. "wad, huh, big fish, small fish" LOLS! lucky i nvr tio forfeit! xD mayce and xinqian tio forfeit. and the forfeit was a string attached to an apple then they have to try to eat it! xD damn hilarious. especially the picture whr mayce and xinqian look lyk they were kissing =x ohya! mayce took ALOT of photos! xD

after the game, we slacked there. joshua was playing christmas songs =.=! then mayce told me join choir ministry! siao eh! but if that is why i am called to do by God, then why not! (: we went to eat at serangoon central after that. then went home!

o112o7 SATURDAY!
forgot woke up at wat time. then went to meet with parthiban and huimin at amk hub ther to go to church. in the bus keep laughing and singing to Praise and Worship songs.

when we reach church, prayer meeting started ler. so nvm just pray. then i had to pray with meiyi and xinqian! STRESS! they could carry on praying forever and i was lyk stuck praying 4 lines or 5 lines only! waah! xD but good experience. can train up my praying skills. used to pray 1 line or 2 lines only! xD

Praise and Worship time again was fun! fun singing and jumping away =x then alpha and echo terrace was empty becos some people went to jurong west church! then pastor came to the words. it was about confidence i think. quite interesting! but towards the ending, half asleep ler! xD then prayed awhile in tongues after that.

after service, had our debrief and I AM GOING TO YOUTH CAMP! woot~! then mayce talked to the "elderly"in our cell group for a LONG while. the "kids" was talking among ourself and they are me, angeline, arjunan and huimin! xD craping around then a group behind me was singing birthday song and we joined in! xD then after that went off with them. then joshua called to go eat so i went to eat. i called meiyi and ellene along. LUCKY them came! if not so odd! xD

ate at long john.after eating, was about 10. then we started talking all the way til 11pm about "evil spirits aka devil" xD and giants adn kept match making meiyi! xD LOLS! but was damn fun larhs. just kept talking until forgot the time! called my parents to fetch me from amk hub cos no bus ler! xD all of us seperated to go our ways. one waiting for friend, one took bus and me and ellene took train! - reached home at 12+ =x..

021207 SUNDAY
suppose to go to jurong west church but huiting not going so stayed at home to rest. lucky i stayed at home, woke up at 12.30! xD damn exhausted! then played maple for 1hour until sians! =.=! then on some Praise and Worship songs! ~ (: and typed this down! so that is it for today! nothing but boredom. so maybe later on gonna practise some guitar and spend time with God! must use time wisely wats! xD and suppose to write and essay about the Gospel of "John" so okay larhs! not so bored after all! xD bye!

if anyone wann to see wats so interesting about church! CALL MY HANDPHONE! xD
-looking forward to youth camp!- and if anyone wann come for youth camp! ALSO CALL MY HANDPHONE! xD ---

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